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i really don't like to get my face wet. i'm neurotic, obsessive, sporadic, tense, lazy, potty-mouthed, whiny, high- maintenance, unusually cold, overly sexual, incredibly addicted, semi-insane, outwardly violent, tired, high- strung and compulsive. and i really like animals and cuddling and cupcakes. you probably wouldn't like me. unless you're into that sort of thing. (i swear i'll be good to you...) how much room do i get? let me crack your bones and fix your hair. i don't want to hear if you think im pretty, well not like everyone says it. i am secretly hopelessly romantic, but very very tired of romance. i am a closet procratinator. i hate dancing, it's so silly. i like words. i like the rain. i don't think i like the snow. i like your kitty but mine is better, i like your tummy much more than mine. i used to want to be a nun, mortician, pharmicist, professional shopper and also for one day a stripper. i like clean things but also very dirty ones. sterile. limn. i like to listen at airports. i secretly write awful things about people. i am new here. i need too much. people call me bear. i will miss you when you're gone, or when you burn. i aspire to be an art history professor, and i wonder every day if that's wise. i love art but not mine. i am a bottemless pit that loves to be filled with bbq flavored things and expensive red wine. i like to get dressed up. even when there's no where to go i like painting things shiny. i like music, music, music. i don't like the hospital. i like legwarmers a lot. i like to know what bad things people have done. i like unexpected presents.. i like to watch people across the street. i like to do most of everything i do in my bed if at all possible. i think most people have something to teach me. i do bad things. i think most people don't know what they want, and if they do i get scared. i have really, really amazing friends. people used to call me lolita. i should stay away from men altogether, they seem to be a problem for me. i want someone to color my hair for free. i like crying. i love birds. i have a bird tattooed on my inner left wrist. sometimes i forget left and right. i like to write the same thing again and again. i like to write things that only i get but make you wonder. i want to go on a ship. i'm too tall. and sometimes i look like a boy, but with tits. i am obsessed with religious icons. i love polaroids. i love gold. i love you. i have horrible balance. i'm slowly getting over my fear of open doors. i want someone to write to me. i have short hair that doesn't do too much most of the time. i love to eat. im tired and grumpy and cuddly and shaky and quieter than i used to be. i think i like writing about myself more than i should. p.s. i love plastic. p.p.s: i love p.s.'s. p.p.p.s: i think im going deaf. my cat's name is jasper johns. he sleeps on my head and licks my eyelids. it hurts to be gone.
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you are a secret language i have spoken all of my life.
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i am cavale, jeep is far away, and you are the distance between us. stretch your arms wide.

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